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Everything happened in the morning. When I finished my morning routine, I noticed a message from Google Calendar. It said that I had a new meeting at 9 AM. It was really strange because I never had meetings that early during all my years at work. So I decided to check the participants to understand what was going on and why they had scheduled it so early.
But I already had some doubts that it could be a meeting about firing me, and honestly, it didn't surprise me. On the contrary, I was ready for it and had realized a few months ago that this situation was possible. Honestly, it wasn't painful for me. I accepted the news calmly and said goodbye to my colleagues on a good note.
When I started riding my bike closer to the meadow, I noticed something strange across the trail. It wasn't easy to understand what it was or recognize it at first. Initially, I thought it was just a cat because it was lying on the ground surrounded by grass and trying to hide from me. But when I rode closer, I realized it was a rabbit trying to escape from me. Fortunately, this time it took small pauses and looked around from time to time. During those moments, I had an opportunity to take a photo, even though it was still a bit far away.
Yesterday's optimization of my blog performance bothered me until this morning. So I tried to give myself another chance to fix it. But it wasn't successful again; I couldn't get any good experience from my try. Maybe it was a bit worse because I broke my blog, and as a result some sections didn't work at all. Of course I spent so much time to fix it because I couldn't leave it without my attention. After all these manipulations, I finally calm down, and I don't want to try it again. Overall, I came to the conclusion that if it works, then let it work; don't try to fix it if you don't want to make adventures on your head.
Today, I spent the whole day trying to optimize my blog speed and improve its performance. But it wasn't a good idea to spend so much time on it because I didn't get enough good results in return. I was also forced to roll back some of my fixes related to photos. I figured it out a bit late and didn't notice that the modern image format WebP had changed my photo colors and made them look dimmer. That wasn't acceptable at all, so the better decision was simply to restore all the photos from the backup I had created before I started manipulating them. Naturally, nobody would notice the difference unless they compared them to the originals. But for me, it mattered much more to keep the photos as close to the original versions as possible.
Last month, I actively started reading the first Harry Potter book, “Philosopher’s Stone.” Every day during lunch, and sometimes at night, I read one chapter. Now I can say that I’ve basically finished it — I only have the last two chapters left. So I hope to finish this part tomorrow and begin the second one, “Chamber of Secrets.” Naturally, this book wasn’t very big, only 332 pages and 17 chapters, and I spent about twenty days reading it. Probably, I could’ve finished it a bit earlier if I hadn’t skipped some days. However, I still have some doubts about whether I can finish the remaining six books by the end of this year. Because those books are much bigger — for example, part 5, “Order of the Phoenix,” has around 800 pages, while the others are smaller, with about 400, 500, or 600 pages each.
Yesterday I had a busy and challenging day, so I was able to go to bed early at 11 PM after sharing my post. I don’t even remember how I fell asleep so fast when I dropped onto my bed. Unfortunately, it didn’t really help me wake up on time, because I was exhausted and hadn’t slept for more than 24 hours. Of course, it made me feel sleepy during the day, and everything seemed a little strange. So next time I need to be smarter and not skip sleep if I don’t want to feel the same way again. Overall, my oversleeping gave me a great opportunity to rest from yesterday’s worries and recover my energy.
The weather wasn’t very good today. It was rainy and a bit cold. The temperature was lower than in previous days, around 20–22 degrees during the day. In the evening, the average temperature was approximately 18 degrees, and the forecast predicted around 16 degrees at night. So today I decided to skip my biking and drive to the village to celebrate Eid al-Adha. I’m sure it’s much more fun than riding my bike in low temperatures and getting cold.
After my workday, in the evening after dinner, I usually try to walk or just bike. So today I decided to clean my bike from the dust of yesterday’s trip and ride across the forest. But it wasn’t enjoyable enough; on the contrary, I felt annoyed and uncomfortable because of the surrounding habitat.
Today I spent more than two hours just watching YouTube Shorts. It pulled me in so strongly that I completely lost track of time. But I found an interesting channel with English-speaking prank videos, and I especially liked one short. I watched it many times and honestly lost count. It also reminded me of something from my own life when I mispronounced an English word.
Finally, today was Saturday, so I was able to take a little break from work worries and just relax. Luckily, I didn’t spend the day at home. Instead, I had a trip to my relatives in the Sabinsky district, where we spent approximately three hours. Of course, it wasn’t a whole-day visit because this time of year is quite busy for gardeners. Our relatives had also arrived from the city and were busy with their garden routine. So we didn’t want to take too much of their time or disturb them for too long. But at the same time, we couldn’t reschedule this visit for several reasons, so we decided to visit them today.
I woke up to the sound of a lawn mower machine, and the weather was a bit cloudy. Of course, I noticed it while I was still lying in bed, and honestly, it felt a bit unusual, maybe even a little sad, to see such a cloudy day. But that’s not the main thing that happened this morning. The most interesting and sad thing happened after my morning routine, when I started my work meeting with my colleagues, and during the meeting I listened to real Tatar swearing. I even heard some words for the first time, and it was hilarious.
Finally today they shared the final results of the challenge. But it wasn't what I wanted, and my expectations were a bit different. Because they decided to share only general information without clarifying results for each participant. Instead, they shared some blah-blah-blah text about how it was nice and had special feelings. In my opinion, it felt like the hosts didn't take my reports seriously, and during the fifteen days I couldn’t see my name on the results list. Of course I had hopes until the end, but it didn't happen anyway. Still, I didn’t know how many points I reached, and I didn’t have the opportunity to compare them with my colleagues’ points. So today I decided to count it myself and celebrate my 45 points.